Life Update: Having a Ouija Moment

Synchronicity : Coincidence of events that appear meaningfully related but do not seem to be causally connected, taken by Jungian psychoanalytic theory to be evidence of a connection between the mind and material objects.

Thunderella synchronicity : wearing a ouija board themed dress when one’s entire life is totally up in the air with no answer in sight. My subconscious did try to conjure job center spirits by making me spill coffee on the dress. But it was decaf. Needless to say, they declined to partake in any form of professional divination.


It has been over two weeks since my final interview for a permanent role (6 hours spent in total, including 2 on heavy steroids), and still no bloody news. If I have to be honest, which I flippantly will be in this virtual padded cell,  I would rather they just said ‘No ma’am‘ and put me out of my misery. I find this more stressful than walking around a coronavirus ladden Tesco.

I did email them to follow up, and ‘we are still interviewing‘ was their answer … which is a bad sign as well (y u no pick me??) and just prolongates the anxiety.  Not impressed.


On the plus side, perhaps it is time for me to start living the dole life and start benefiting from some of the tens of thousands of pounds in taxes I have been paying since my 16 years here in the UK?


I am becoming very bitter with the system – as a company owner of a tiny limited company, I have paid massive amounts of taxes, yet I am one of these self-employed people that are not included in any government packages.

I am not even side-eyeing anymore, I am despise-eyeing !


On the vain side, I have been enjoying wearing this dress again, it is perfect to hide my quarantine belly, and this little H&M biker jacket is the perfect Spring companion (along with antihistamines).

Man, I miss strolling into H&M …


Still, I am hoping for a greener future, and I won’t let anybody ghost me … !


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  1. Great post about synchronicity -such an interesting topic -also was just listening to these lyrics: ” NO I DON’T BELIEVE IN LUCK. NO I DON’T BELIEVE IN CIRCUMSTANCE NO MORE. ACCIDENTS NEVER HAPPEN IN A PERFECT WORLD. SO I WON’T BELIEVE IN LUCK. ” – Blondie, Accidents Never Happen. This song seemed to fall right into place.Thanks and keep posting!

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